Surprise Zen

Last night Ross asked me if I want to move to India for a 18 months. I said "Okay." That's it. No hesitation. No questions. Just "Okay." My only thought after that was "I wonder if I could study with the Iyengars..." This morning I had a much more sobering thought--I bet we couldn't take Bailey. At this point everything is "if," so there's no point getting riled up in any way. I'm surprised by my own zen. Truly.